Preface for "me, myself..."

I've planned to have a personal blog for many years, since my last blog when I was in the second grade student of college.. But it was just a dream until this time: the dream comes true.. hehehhe

As a preface for "this private room of my heart" and for the next posting in this blog, i would like to tell everyone why i make the name of this blog : "me, myself..."

For me, becoming my own self in front of or behind of other people is still the most difficult thing i need to do. I don't say that i've never been myself. I have, but only in many case or many condition.

One question i generate from these all: "or may be it's me, myself, i have to receive that i'm difficult to be the real who i am.. or should i change it?"

For the people who claim that they have known me at all, i thank you. Eventhough, i have to ensure you, that i do still have a secret you don't know yet at all..

But, i want in the end of mylife, everyone i know or everyone knows me, will claim that they have known me at all as i know me, myself at all... Let's see if this blog can be one of the way i can tell the truth.. :P

JANSFIN NS NADAPDAP